Lookie!!!XD Long hair!

And after the very long wait, part of Jurong Point's new wing has been completed and i've taken a walk around the new place with my mum. =) In the process, My mum bought a wig for me, a massage belt and a $245 Sting-ray leather wallet!!! (And i thought sale of animal skin products are not allowed in Singapore)

Extremely expensive for a poor family for us lor. Dono why my mum likes to spend money on things she's not really gonna use to be seen also. Not that i'm complaining about the wallet she bought la. cuz.. its kinda nice in my eyes.

Here's a picture of it.=)

I delibrately put it to black and white to create a 19 40s kind of feeling.. keke!

Although most of you young people , the ones with rotten mouths will say its just an ugly piece of auntie work...

Sigh.. i dono what to say lah.. Alot of things i picked have always been said to either look weird, ugly or auntie. So, i guess its a different kind of opinion for everyone for every piece of art.

But personally, i don't like it when people start criticising other people's creation when its clearly something that is actually something presentable.

I mean look, its not like you yourself can design something nicer. Even if you can, don't forget that you have some other flaws that people could have criticised about. Although people recognise the flaw, it might not be nice to bring it up and upset u.

I've seen some people, who love telling of people about how ugly they are in their make-up and clothes and stuff. Look, fashion sense is someone's personality and characteristics. People do get pissed if u insult their fashion sense. You're like telling them they have a lousy personality. Don't you people realise it?? And then when that person is pushed to a limit, one day, he or she is probably tell u....

" Hey! You know what?? Although i do have a lousy sense of fashion, you have a lousy sense of taste in choosing ur parents, cuz you look like a ugly person wrapped up in very nice clothes."

...in a less harsh way perhaps.

But still, how much do u like that?

And then, u start complaining to ur other frens, how bitchy the person was to you, when u were the one who started it first, and the cycle goes about the world.

Haha!! Do i criticise? I do. Quite often. For example, the stump. But i don't do fashion or looks criticising for real. Me and my real frens do it for the sake of entertainment. Jayme Criticising only happens to people who sucessfully annoys either me or my frens.

Imagine taking this wallet to the evening dinner. Looks like its worth $69.90 if u ask me.

And this is freaking why i feel spending a bomb on wallets like those aren't really worth it.

becuz there are a few things that may happen when u buy a very expensive wallet.

1) You'll cry when you get robbed.

2) Bring it out, your frens tells you its ugly.

3) People for some reason love to play the 'guess the price' game, and imagine people telling u ur wallet seems to only be worth of 20 bucks when its true worth is 200bucks...

4) When people thinks that what u're holding was bought from the pasar malam.

5) You realise that someone is holding the same thing as u. Someone points that out. Then the person's wallet is a fake!!!! But everyone says that it can't be differentiated!!!!

See??.. Hurts our feelings only.. This is probably why i'm so stingy with such things. I rather spend more on food! No one will insult wad i eat!

Btw, if u were wondering, this waller is only worth 8 bucks. From pasar malam.

Cheapskate with the expensive! AHHHHHH!!!!



Cheap is good. Simple is good. I love simplicity some times.

Yet, there are so many of times, i yearn for something that will probably make a stir and disturb my life ...

So is it true that humans have itchy butts??

We seem to always go for things that are beyind our reach!

Things that are right there for us, right in front of us? We don't really care about them.. we dun really treasure them.

Is it because we know that some things are just always there and so we dun have to bother?

So much for, "all i want, is for me and my love to set up a simple store and live our happy life together forever...."

BLEHHHX!!

In the end.. why dun we just pick up something that is already laid out there for us?? Why wish for the impossible?? Why make ourselves suffer??

Humans are that cheap.

Me? I still think alot about this guy...

And one day, when i was eating at a coffeeshop, i saw this pancake stall.

It wasn't opened. It was just there for me to see.

By just standing there, the stall reminded me of him. Because that's all i knew of his name. "Ah Mao"... Everyone calls him that.

I stared at the stall for a while and began to daydream. Him making peanut pancakes and me taking out more peanuts and taking orders from customers.

Then i thought... how sweet it would be if its like that. Not much stress... that is if he really loved me. Then i continued staring at the same spot.

While others might have just looked at it, as though its just another stall, i saw more to it. I saw people that no one else saw.

I saw me, working very hard, while he insisted that i rest. Telling me not to be too hard on myself and our unborn child.

=X!!!! O_O!!!!

OK!! I got a little bit carried away!! ~

But, hey~~ that's wad a stupid girl like me is always dreaming about sometimes okay. Simple happy little family.

DREAM OKAY!!! That means reality never comes in the way. When one is dreaming... no one will consider the economical factors... SO DUN ARGUE!!

After staring so long... i bought coke lime.=) Another special memory.

That was perhaps the first time we kinda had a proper interaction.

Did i really love him?